eyes pried open
daylight deceiver
got my threads tangled up
while I played dream weaver
what happens now?
fate or chance?
feet have no rhythm
and life is a dance
bad advice
it’s all i take
good medicine speaks
but I’m not awake
in my slumber
I can hear them talk
stumbling around
while I sleep walk
look at them so clean
look at them so cold
caught up in their little lives
dying to get old
I wish I was special
I wish I was real
but I’m color blind
so I took the blue pill
got a stomach ache
swallowed too many dreams
another tidalĀ wave
our hearts burst at the seams
eat me, drink me
which ones right?
just staring at the moon
it’s all I can do tonight
lit up, passed on
it’s all I am
he shouted out
he’s a boy, not a man
meant to be…
alone in the dark?
Velveteen,
all I have is your spark
you smiled at me
you walked away
where’s your heart?
“saved for a rainy day.”
there it is
Birds still singing
I hear it now
Bells still ringing
I told you once,
I felt insane
but I think I was just
dancing for rain.
crossing the road
that’s what I have this shell for
on my back
that’s what I have this bell for
it’s been missing for a week
tragedy, it seems,is at it’s peak
no one answers when I call
bitterly,quietly, I forgot them all
keep it moving, I’m so slow
awake now, with no place to go
read… look… it’s a map
something tells me it was in my lap
memories just fall out
so I only feel what it’s about
you, you can erase my brain
but my heart will always feel this pain
you,you can’t hear my bell
I’ve been hiding it here in my shell
Oh,honey it’s too late for me
got my noose and I’m already to the tree
yeah darling, they brought their torches too
they found out about the things I do
you went so far to see me fed
when I was laying in the deathbed
blood and poison, I tainted you
I know you have those dreams too
steal my sunlight, I need rain
I’ll take your headache, feed me pain
I’d give back your gift if I knew how
but I’m only waking up just now
so confused,there goes my heart
just skip ahead to the burning part
it’s my cigarette that burns the forest down
hope there’s one white rabbit left around
they’ll ask your ghost, “How did you die?”
“Trying to feed a succubi.”